It's not your fault that I'm anxious
You are the only cause
Of the pit in my stomach
And awareness of my flaws

It's not your fault that I'm angry
You're not the one to blame
But I can't point to anything else making me insane

I know it's all projecting
I know it isn't right
But that's how it fucking works
You only see what's in the light

I only see what in the light
I get overwhelmed by everything
So I just close my eyes
Wish I could leave it all behind
But I want you by my side
How do you live while living for the thing that makes you want to die?