I used to look up to you
Used to think you were my idol
But you’ve become my enemy, you’ve become my rival
Used to think things you said to me were so insightful
But realized half the shit you do and say is fucking spiteful
Now I despise you
Somewhere deep inside I feel I kinda like you
But I remember the way you treated me and the family
Now you don’t mean shit to me
Nothing but distant memories
A father without a son, relationship in jeopardy
Take these drugs as remedies to cure the pain necessities
But that is not enough to cure the pain you caused
Now this shit is treachery taking shit to extremities
Accessory to murder, can’t forgive the way you hurt her
Can’t forgive the way you hurt me
But I’m the strongest mentally, physically this won’t end me
Challenges I accept see, my struggle made me the man I am today
I won’t let this struggle kill me, no I won’t decay
The pain I feel inside, could’ve lead me astray
Alcoholic or pulling smoke through bongs everyday
But there’s one thing I learned from you I keep with me today
Be a better man than me, don’t forget your kids birthdays
Funny how the tables turned this really is some child’s play
Bet you’re having a field day, pulling up to your drive way or speeding down the highway
Spending money on your new bitch when it’s fucking payday
Oh look who just got paid today!?
Instead of taking care of their kids he’s out here telling fibs
Claiming that your broke, but make it rain like everyday
I used to want to runaway now got dream of runways
Won’t let these memories replay
But you’re right, who cares anyway?
Fuck it
I grind hard for my mum and the one above her
Break bread count the funds, damn this shit is so much fun
Shit is crazy I’m the one who has really won
Now I’m, happy