I once had this dream
And in it you passed
I cried for years
I cried for years
And in this dream
You spoke out so free
Saying you were happier now
Than when you were with me
And I looked at your skin, so perfect and soft
Such a gentleness in your movements
The look in your eyes and the gap in your thighs
The way you saw through me: translucent
And i was all like "oh my my my my
I can't believe she's into this guy"
Stay calm stay clear stay cool and provide
But your touch, your gaze, was just so hypnotizing
Mesmerizing, and defining as to what i should do
I'm devising and slowly realizing my mistakes mostly old and then new
I still remember the years we spent, the adventures that we had gone through
Remind me remind me before I start to forget how it felt to be so in love with you

Remembering you
Standing quiet in the rain
As I ran to your heart to be near
Remembering you
Fallen into my arms
Crying for the death of your heart
I've been looking so long at these pictures of you
That I almost believe that they're real
I've been living so long with my pictures of you
That I almost believe that the pictures are
All I can feel
I had this dream one time
That you and I, that we were sitting in the car
And i was just driving, you were right there next to me
We weren't saying a thing, just going afar
Coveted by silence we took in the scenery and we took in the view
It felt so real like yonder-days when being together felt like solitude
I remember how we were woven
Impossible for this kind of love to be chosen
Just being in the room with you made me frozen
Babygirl you were my all and now I know that I know this
Being alone meant being as two
Even by myself I was still talking to you
Every choice that I made my considerations were true
I gave you my all every chance that I could
There was no apart for it felt like dark
But our electricity together created the spark
That lit the room, that lit the tomb
It lit your heart, I lit your womb
I remember how you being cold was assumed
I remember how you would let me, let my warmth enter you

Remembering you
Standing quiet in the rain
As I ran to your heart to be near
Remembering you
Fallen into my arms
Crying for the death of your heart
Looking so long at these pictures of you
But I never hold on to your heart
Looking so long for the words to be true
But always just breaking apart
My pictures of you
Dreaming of you and looking up to the sky
At night I take notice and then i realize
That the stars we see are so different
Where we stand on this planet constellations don't even align
And i'm wondering if you're wondering
If I'm thinking what you're thinking
If you're gazing where i'm gazing
And these feelings are overwhelmingly genuine
But on different sides, on different slides
Different worlds; yet different tides
So far away, still so much weight, I take
Heavy-hearted only after did I realize
And breakdown, and have to sit down
Catch my breath, getting dizzy and displaced
It still feels like yesterday that you
Gave your everything to me and we began to replace
And refine
Because this whole time I was inclined
To malign this design and entwine
All kinds of hard-lines and cosigns
That intertwined lies and asinine lines
Leaving you to decline and then to resign
Leaving me to recline, realign, I became alkaline
And then once undermined all the bright and sublime-like sunshine
Faded into a divine shade of grey
Remembering you
Standing quiet in the rain
As I ran to your heart to be near
Remembering you
Fallen into my arms
Crying for the death of your heart
There was nothing in the world
That I ever wanted more
Than to feel you deep in my heart
There was nothing in the world
That I ever wanted more
Than to never feel the breaking apart
All my pictures of you