[Produced by Sinh & Masego]

[Intro]
Yeah yeah yeah
And if in the long run we lose each other
I hope you sleep good up under covers
And I’m hoping that I find another
Or myself..

[Verse]
Yeah
I hope I find myself

My nightmares having nightmares, I’m coughing up blood
Crying memories I never had, begins with a touch
A hit of the blunt, that takes me high enough that it’s love
But I can’t judge either cause I’ve never had neither

I think I need a breather but I’m going deeper drownin’ in this liter
I think I need to leave her ‘cause the pain is sweeter if it’s
Only enjoyed in lonesome, you could call this shit a poem or a soliloquy
If given the ability I’d probably heal
My broken body with a 12 gauge shotty
But I’ve awoken to my senses and officially I haven’t felt felicity
Or any other similes, just a numbing ecstasy, wait

Blissfully I found my enemy, the man in the mirror
Five of him appearing, it’s my destiny and endlessly
I battle through the jealousy and utter confusion
Wonder if life’s an illusion, am I just another entity?
It’s all really depressing me, what if the conclusion
Doesn’t match my identity, it might be more gruesome
Who I am I trying to start a fucking revolution? Nobody

I’m just another human trying to outrun time with these lines that rhyme
I wouldn’t be the first to have a thought that divine
To have a little light shine on my flawed state of mind
Try to find answers as this chill haunts and shivers up my spine
And I’m thinking back to your smile; well really it’s two
‘Cause I can’t choose between a brunette or a black headed boo
Really it’s not my decision, you’re both better off without me
Your vision doesn’t include me and I’m a little bit drowsy
But not an ounce tired, in addition I’m conflicted
I feel so restricted and this is all unscripted
As I’m writing these scriptures I guess unassisted, God?

No one’s there anyway cause we could all die any day
The bullets don’t have names but yet they’re always on layaway
Sometimes they ricochet, sometimes they’re on full display
Other times I just want some novacane for the pain

[Outro]
For the pain, for the pain
From this cold, cold rain

From this cold, cold rain
Where the flowers don’t bloom
And the sun don’t shine
And I never find you

From this cold, cold rain
Where the flowers don’t bloom
And my eyes don’t shine

From this cold, cold rain