[Intro]
John? Is that you?
Lukrative
Neilaworld

[Chorus: Austin Skinner]
Why you make it harder? You know I won't
Percocet gon' get me higher than I ever was
Should've known that you was lying, had me feeling I'm the one
I've been popping all these drugs, hoping they gon' get me gone
When I go and call your phone, you like "What the fuck you want?"
Know I hate to be alone, so one more time can we get drunk?
If he ever tries to hurt you, I'ma put one in his lungs
I still think he don't deserve you, baby, you know I'm the one
Do you think about those times? Do you think 'bout you and I?
All those moments that we shared, thinking back I wanna die
Sometimes wishing that they'd kill me
I just want this pill, don't want no feelings
If you make the time, know that you could fucking heal me
Kill me, baby wanna kill me
I've been riding in your city, I don't feel a thing
No, wait, I don't even know this feeling
All I know is it might fucking kill me

[Verse: ericdoa]
Pulsing pain inside my chest, I know I'm not like the rest
Lying wide awake in agony 'cause my mind trapped in distress
I know you want me to release all of the emotions I suppress
All the hatred in my heart gon' show when I try to express
And I've been going back and forth with the voices in my head
Hard for me to pay attention, can you repeat what you said?
I've been choking on my words, can't even speak loud as my breath
Chasing after sanity because it's hanging by a thread
After all the things you told me, I can't help but feel mislead
All the miscommunication and the signals that you read
I hold onto shit and I can't let it go, and I know I'm the one that you think 'bout the most
And you say time will tell, but my time froze
Hidden secrets my angels don't know
And it rots inside my head, composed
And you're my heart, no one come close
And the blood inside my veins moves slow
And you broke me down, my feelings show
And there's still some things that you don't know
And there's still some things that you don't know
[Chorus: Austin Skinner]
Why you make it harder? You know I won't
Percocet gon' get me higher than I ever was
Should've known that you was lying, had me feeling I'm the one
I've been popping all these drugs, hoping they gon' get me gone
When I go and call your phone, you like "What the fuck you want?"
Know I hate to be alone, so one more time can we get drunk?
If he ever tries to hurt you, I'ma put one in his lungs
I still think he don't deserve you, baby, you know I'm the one
Do you think about those times? Do you think 'bout you and I?
All those moments that we shared, thinking back I wanna die
Sometimes wishing that they'd kill me
I just want this pill, don't want no feelings
If you make the time, know that you could fucking heal me
Kill me, baby wanna kill me
She gon' push me into the ground until I'm six feet
Got me wishing that I wasn't fucking living
I don't know, all I know is you gon' kill me