[Intro]
Oh, oh
Oh, oh oh (Woah)

[Chorus]
Not gon' lie, you've been on my mind
Guilty pleasure, baby, I want you to waste my time
I'm sippin' liquor, uh, I hope that it wipe my mind
Reassure me, baby, tell me it'll all be fine
But it's not
I know what you want
Oh, but it's not
I know what you, uh

[Verse 1]
I feel like I'm fuckin' going crazy
I got diseases in my brain
It's not real, bitch, I create it
Constantly fuckin' myself over
Askin' people if they hate me
It's the people that support me
To my face they gon' berate me
And I'm sorry that I constantly throw shit at you
Music the only way I cope from the mental abuse
That I do to myself
Crawlin' to Earth is harder when you're in Hell
[Chorus]
Not gon' lie, you've been on my mind
Guilty pleasure, baby, I want you to waste my time
I'm sippin' liquor, uh, I hope that it wipe my mind
Reassure me, baby, tell me it'll all be fine
But it's not
I know what you want
Oh, but it's not
I know what you, uh

[Verse 2]
Fuck it, stay low, movin' still
Care bout y'all more than myself
Gotta focus on my health
SSRI, on the spell
D.O.A., baby, I never lose it
You want something? Then you gotta go do it
Talk to me, bitch I already been through it
2020, we gon' all go stupid
Sometimes it's so hard to fucking try
I hold back tears 'cause I won't cry
Try to protect yourself from lies
Sometimes the truth hides in disguise
But that's life
Angels hide inside plain sight
Don't be afraid to die, never question why
[Chorus]
Not gon' lie, you've been on my mind
Guilty pleasure, baby, I want you to waste my time
I'm sippin' liquor, uh, I hope that it wipe my mind
Reassure me, baby, tell me it'll all be fine
But it's not
I know what you want
Oh, but it's not
I know what you, uh