[Verse 1]
I'm getting older, but the fears don't change
It's all the same except my age
I wanna know if I can live a day
Without the shame of my mistakes
[Pre-Chorus]
Hold them close to my chest
Replay every misstep
But I'm doing my best
Downward spiral again
Losing touch with my friends
Call them back when this ends
[Chorus]
'Cause I'm tongue-tied
Tryin' to tell myself I'm alright
Always running on the wrong side of my mind
It's been a long ride
Spinning circles and I'm so tired
Always running on the wrong side of my mind
[Verse 2]
Sometimes, I wonder if I'd be happy
If I gave up on all of these dreams
The line is getting so fuckin' blurry
With what I want and what I need
[Pre-Chorus]
Hold them close to my chest
Replay every misstep
But I'm doing my best
Downward spiral again
Losing touch with my friends
Call them back when this ends
[Chorus]
'Cause I'm tongue-tied
Tryin' to tell myself I'm alright
Always running on the wrong side of my mind
It's been a long ride
Spinning circles and I'm so tired
Always running on the wrong side of my mind
[Bridge]
It all feels out of reach
And it used to never be
How'd I get so far deep?
The blame is on me, I'm my worst enemy
[Chorus]
Always tongue-tied
Tryin' to tell myself I'm alright
Always running on the wrong side of my mind
It's been a long ride
Spinning circles and I'm so tired
Always running on the wrong side of my mind