[Verse 1 - Suspect]
My dad slapped me, I slapped him back
With a hammer this time, yeah that's what's up
I had to cheat and ask him pass it back
But he didn't stand up, guess that's his luck
Sorry daddy, never meant to hurt you
I was angry when I was on was on curfew
You don't worry, they're coming to nurse you
Aye aye aye Mommy's gonna flip
Cops on the watch with their guns on hip
But sick, looking for me so I run more quick
Nearly outa breath so I slip and slide to side Jackson five style and I
Pause for a minute, so I can replenish all of my feelings telling me to go for the killing
Coz when the cops go for the villain they don't play
Any music I use in the blue it's just sirens
I'm designed to be violent
High in a tower block hiding
You can see the blood on my denim
I can smell em' getting closer
[Hook]
I don't know
See I just wanna dead em (I don’t know)
Will I go to heaven? (I don’t know)
(repeat x2)
[Verse 2 - Duke]
When I see fully at this rate
At this rate that I won’t see me a next day
My life ain’t worth it
I can’t find the purpose the why I’ve surfaced to this earth
I wish I misbirthed
And is sick to know I stick to this world
And who knows if it’s this I deserve
I deserve anguished stick to hit nerves
If not so I slit my wrist first
But still I find them fired, no violence
Yet till I go back to the wife or should I tell her
Telling her is not gonna make this no better
If things don’t change better call my land in the south
For I’m still the man of the house
My son 3 years of age don’t need to dead beat dad today
Some tragedy, what can I say
(I don’t know )
No family
(I don’t know )
I’m having a bad life so I need to know
(I don’t know )
Should I get a reverend?
[Hook]
I don't know
Will I go to heaven? (I don’t know)
See I just wanna dead em (I don’t know)
Will I go to heaven? (I don’t know)
[Break]
[Verse 3 - Suspect]
What I say or do is the same as usual
May just boo you on stage assuming
You’re making tunes just to make the news
With some ‘hey I’m beautiful’
Take a few with you
I ain’t amused
I’m paying my dues
You’re making a fool
Too many who bruise when
You really abusing
You stay with your views
I’ll stay in my room
You’re too lame and you’re stupid
You make me wanna fight
Make me wanna war
See a body on the floor
See a trolley in the morgue
Anybody have a sword?
To break this chain off
Somebody please help me
Take this brain off
I feel like a slave that’s chained to hate
That’s trained to mate
This brain of ape
But no one can take this pain away
So I pray and wait on a rainy day and say
[Hook]
See I just wanna dead em (I don’t know)
Will I go to heaven? (I don’t know)
(repeat x8)