[Chorus]
You tearing out, tearing out pieces
Of me to replace the broken pieces of you
Tearing out, tearing out pieces
Of me to replace the broken pieces
[Verse 1]
This chapter of my life is finished
From the concrete, grew a rose
Days feel like minutes, without you they just come and go
And even through betrayal, I believed in us, I still had hope
You tore me into pieces, what's left of me? A broken soul
I learned to put myself first, I had to put you in the past
I tried to slit my wrist, but God gave me a second chance
I survived your love, and now there ain't no looking back
But I'm only human, I have to make the image last
I turn pain in the poetry, all the lies that you told to me
Made me finally realize you were finished and over me
Why was I so naive, so easy to manipulate?
So hypnotized by you, I mean I wasn't even thinking straight
You murdered who I was, you got blood on your hands
That won't never wash away, I hope you understand
You left me for the wolves, you took the happiness I had
What happened to those promises, the future we had planned?
[Chorus]
You tearing out, tearing out pieces
Of me to replace the broken pieces
[Verse 2]
Dealing with the aftermath brought me to my lowest point
When I close my eyes, I can see your face and hear your voice
I'm just tryna find a way to heal myself and fill this void
There's no other option, no decisions left, I have no choice
Pressure creates diamonds, I redefined my identity
This music is my outlet where I channel all my energy
My peace and serenity, it's how people will remember me
I'll always be a part of you, I'll be your darkest memory
We were so toxic, our love is chaotic
I turned to narcotics to ease all the pain
I couldn't just stop it, I could've just lost it
But through all the trauma, I finally changed
Fuck all the drama and fuck what I wanted
That feeling is gone, I'm no longer the same
Everything could've been perfect
But now you deserve to be lonely and living in shame
Thank you for leaving me, you never needed me
You would repeatedly tell me to stay
What did I see in you? I regret meeting you
How did I deal with you everyday?
What did I mean to you? Bitch, I would dream of you
Now I'm so glad you went running away
I should've listened when everyone told me
That you weren't the one, it was only a phase
It was over before it started, no happily ever after
Endless conversations and none of 'em even matter
Every kiss was poison, an illusion you were cancer
I was too obsessed, I should've noticed all the patterns
Our fate is intertwined, you're just as lost as me
In Purgatory suffering, we're somewhere in between
You created distance so of course, I'm out of reach
You got what you wanted and that was a common theme
You could be replaced but first, I need some time to fucking breathe
I need space, my damaged brain is full of things I can't delete
I wrote this song about you even though I know it's obsolete
I can't put trust in someone else, that's one mistake I won't repeat
[Chorus]
You tearing out, tearing out pieces
Of me to replace the broken pieces