[Chorus]
Love yourself before you love somebody else, that's number one
I just ruined my relationship, I guess what's done is done
Now I'm spending every night regretting life and getting drunk
Popping pills to pass the time, I'm fucking up, I'm back on drugs
Typical, I'm cynical, the type she tried to fix
I wish that I could change, I wish my spirit wasn't split
She's better off without me, I watch everybody slip
Right through my damn hands, I'm sad so they jump ship

[Verse 1]
I told her I was different, she said "baby that's okay
I'm strong enough to handle this but baby, I need spacе"
And we all know what that means, she ain't coming back to stay
I'm usеd to that, immune to that, I let her walk away
I'm talented but damaged, there's no romance in my future
My name will live forever, I'm history's coolest loser
Fuck my life, I hate this lie, I wish I took it sooner
Fuck my life, I wanna die, I should've took it sooner
Society thinks I don't have it that bad
So they say I'm complaining, they call me ungrateful
They can't imagine the sadness and damage
I'm holding inside so they gave me a label
They call me crazy and maybe they're right
Cuz I know I'll never be mentally stable
I'm lonely, I'm stuck in my ways
I'm merely a product of solitude, hate and betrayal
I tried to keep her but shawty went running
I knew she would leave me to keep it a hunnid
I told all my secrets and then I was punished
She treated me differently all of a sudden
She disappeared on me like it wasn't nothing
Without any warning, without a discussion
I can't ever be me without any judgement
I want her to see me but I know she doesn't
[Chorus]
Love yourself before you love somebody else, that's number one
I just ruined my relationship, I guess what's done is done
Now I'm spending every night regretting life and getting drunk
Popping pills to pass the time, I'm fucking up, I'm back on drugs
Typical, I'm cynical, the type she tried to fix
I wish that I could change, I wish my spirit wasn't split
She's better off without me, I watch everybody slip
Right through my damn hands, I'm sad so they jump ship

[Verse 2]
I have to learn to love myself so I've been making space for that
I still have room to grow but I feel like I can't escape the past
I'm disconnected, I won't ever recognize the face I have
I was born to suffer and repent for my disgraceful acts
Same old shit again, same old shit again, spitting like I wanna die
I take these blunts to the face then I go outer space like sci-fi
Way up, bitch, I'm sky high, I wake up in the night time
The days feel like seconds, ain't it crazy how the time flies?
This crippling depression only makes me feel like sleeping in
I don't care if I'm missing out, the truth is I don't give a shit
The devil took my soul, it's DempseyRoll, my flow is 6 6 6
I have no place to go, the road I chose is full of grief and sin
Demon boy, no angel wings, I'm no good, ain't no saving me
My mind, it keeps on breaking me, I'm numb, theres so much pain in me
I don't have any faith in me, true happiness is fake to me
This world I'm in is make believe, It's upside down, no stranger things
She couldn't love me back cuz I'm too difficult to stay with
I thought she was the one, the one that I would run away with
Her smile gave me hope, it made me strong, I can't explain it
I wish we lasted longer, in the end, I made her brain sick
Just like mine, I'm cancerous, I ruin everything I touch
She let me go, she's free, it's okay for her to hold a grudge
If I was her then I would too cuz I know I betrayed her trust
She thought I was somebody else and I led her on long enough