[Verse]
2020 took my heart and broke it
Almost slit my throat, I lost my mind, I lost my focus
I’lI keep it real with y’all, I died inside, my life eroded
Self destruction, I can’t blame a thing but my emotions
Especially in the moment
I was too depressed to sleep, I couldn’t even blink
I just wanted to run away, all I did was drink
Anything to numb all the pain, I didn’t wanna think
Constantly repeating mistakes, repenting on a beat
I don't even know where I been at, I guess it’s been a blur
I thought I had shit figured out but tables turn and bridges burn
The grass is never greener, on the other side, it’s always dirt
I’m wise beyond my years but like they say, “there’s always more to learn"
Fuck the money, fuck the notoriety, I spit the truth
Music is my outlet and without it, I’d be fuckin' doomed
I don't give a fuck if I don't blow up, y’all know who is who
The industry could suck my dick, it’s sick, I’m stayin’ far removed
Now I’m seeing clearly, I just wanna find some happiness
Without it depending on someone else, that’s not what happy is
Loving yourself for being yourself is what it actually is
Healing myself instead of killing myself, I wanna live

[Outro]
DempseyRollBoy, in a world of my own
Yeah, just cry
Just cry