[Intro]
DempseyRollBoy
In a world of my own
Yeah

[Verse 1]
Spendin’ pretty days entertainin’ scary thoughts
I carry so much weight but I can’t take a heavy loss
Cuz I live on the edge, a place we’re all afraid to walk
And everybody judges me so I don’t care to talk
I’ve been alone since my childhood
I’m an introvert, I’m always closed off
I can’t put my heart out on the line cuz it might get lost
I don’t make connections ever, what if somethin’ goes wrong?
I want somebody to love me back but I’m just not strong

[Chorus]
Ran to drugs to take the pain away but that just made it worse
I’m advising y’all to stay away, they hit you where it hurts
My emotions make me stay up late but nobody’s concerned
Soon, I’m goin’ up to Heaven’s gates, I don’t belong on earth
Yeah, I don’t belong on earth
Suicidal tendencies, it’s hard to fight the urge
Even though my music’s therapy, it’s hard to write the words
Can’t get rid of all these memories, they’ll never be a blur
[Verse 2]
Alright, let me talk to y’all, I hate the way I look and sound
I hate bein’ so insecure just look at me up and down
You don't wanna know the history behind this frown
It's better that I keep that shit a mystery and stitch my mouth
Always been the odd one out that people talk about
No one’s been wiling to try and find some common ground
They called me names straight to my face way more than I can count
They feel my head up with negative thoughts and self doubt
And if you've been through what I've been through, then I hope you heal
And understand to separate what’s fake and actually real
I’m still workin’ on it, I’m still numb but wanna feel
I’m tryna move forward, put my guard down, break my shield
I'm not sure if I'll escape this never-endin’ cycle
Of contradictions, I’m irrational, I might be psycho
I fight myself cuz my reflection is my only rival
I’m losin’ right now but at least I know that nothin’s final

[Chorus]
Ran to drugs to take the pain away but that just made it worse
I’m advising y’all to stay away, they hit you where it hurts
My emotions make me stay up late but nobody’s concerned
Soon, I’m goin’ up to Heaven’s gates, I don’t belong on earth
Yeah, I don’t belong on earth
Suicidal tendencies, it’s hard to fight the urge
Even though my music’s therapy, it’s hard to write the words
Can’t get rid of all these memories, they’ll never be a blur