[Verse 1: Esham]
I hear voices in my head, my head hears voices
So many choices
I'm comin' down off a bad trip and I'm sick of the bullshit
It ain't my fault, it's all my fault, whose fault is it?
It doesn't matter, can you understand?
I live the life of a madman
I'm a psycho, sui-psycho
Not Michael, like a motorcycle
I can't understand myself
Man I need help
Who am I? Am I who you thought I was
If not too bad 'cause
I ain't trippin', nah I'm trippin'
'Cause y'all be trippin'
You don't know me, how you gonna know me
When I don't know me
I try to get to know myself
Self knowledge, I tell myself
They're all gonna laugh at me
I gotta get my head together

[Verse 2: Esham]
I gotta get my head straight, I'm losing my mind
I'm givin' you a piece of my mind
I got something on my mind one time
But hey never mind, I'm losin' my sense
I got no sense, no nonsense
More dollars than cents, since I'm dyin'
The world may never know if I'm lyin'
Lying in my grave
Hey, I think I need a shave
What's my name? Who stole my brain? Who should I blame?
Blame it on the boogie, blame it on the rain, I can feel your pain?
I'mma say
Hey, I forgot what I'mma say
Who? What? When? Where? Why? How?
I gotta get my head together
[Verse 3: Esham]
I got to get it straight, I got to get it straight
I can't really wait, I can't really wait
For my mind, makin' my mind, I'm losin' my mind
So do you mind, I don't mind if you don't mind
'Cause what's yours is mine, but I need my own
You know what I'm sayin', homes
You don't know 'cause I don't know, so
Get that hey, my name's Esham
Slit your wrist, drink a orange juice
Hallelujah, suck my dick, what's it to ya, I'm from nowhere
I'm comin' straight out of nowhere
And goin' nowhere, mo' broke, mo' broke
Mo' coke for the fiends to smoke
Hit me, come get me lock me up
I don't give a fuck, I gotta get my head together

[Verse 4: Esham]
Man I'm back, I'm the Black Devil
And it that ain't no joke
What's up, who's playin' that beat
I'm comin' through in the back seat
Cheap shots, cheap tricks
But you can suck on my toe
Hey hoe, you know that I'm the black bro
I still don't know where I come from
Lick my balls 'til my dick's numb
Dum-diddy-dum-diddy-dum-dum
Redrum, I feel like a redrum, E-S-H-A-M
When I'm talkin' 'bout him
Is that me
You can't see what I can see
Man, whatever
I gotta get my head together