Esham
This Life
[Intro: SCUM]
Fuck this life
Fuck this life
Fuck this life
Fuck this life

[Verse 1: SCUM]
Wasn't sure staying pure was an option from the start
Dodged the hanger, lots of anger in your tiny beating heart
Never wanted, when confronted with the hate they all possess
Hated back and try to fight 'em but nobody was impressed
You're on your own in this world full of shit, might as well go to hell with the rest
Of motherfuckers that are not a bunch of cattle getting slaughtered or getting murdered when they dare to protest
The way of life they didn't choose and so they fighting this abuse but there's no use and everybody has to die
And you decide you have to ride, that homicide is justified when you deny regardless of how hard you try
Just to fit in like a donkey dick that's trying to skull with a mini mouse
But she's a whore, motherfucker just can't get it in
But we knockin' on your door like purge in the middle of a power surge
Better fight your urge to trust our masks and let us in

[Chorus: SCUM]
Fuck this life full of jealousy and lies
Only thing that you can count on is that everybody dies
No surprise when your demise begins at birth
Put on earth without a reason, took for everything you're worth (Huh!)
That's correct but what the fuck did you expect
Knowin' the people that are evil are the ones that get respect
So to fit in you committin' filthy acts you know are wrong
As you do become a monster no one wants to be alone
[Verse 2: Esham]
Life, livin' in frustration everyday
Only thing that calms me down is when I medicate
I plan a party for your funeral and set a date
Then I go into the kitchen and I bake a cake
I used to sniff a freeway line off a paper plate
I run with a pack of wolves, you at a safer state
Your girlfriend want to kill you, had to make her wait
Life, livin' in frustration every day
Only thing that calms me down is when the Uzi spray
The police say they know who killed 'em, I'm like "Who they say?"
Yeah, then I killed that n***a too
'Cause I can't leave no witnesses and no fuckin' clues (Ooh!)
Run 'til I speed off in a Hellcat
Can't go to jail, whack all dirty alley rats
My bullets enter right through your chest center
And leave your dead body frozen in the dead of winter

[Chorus: SCUM]
Fuck this life full of jealousy and lies
Only thing that you can count on is that everybody dies
No surprise when your demise begins at birth
Put on earth without a reason, took for everything you're worth (Huh!)
That's correct but what the fuck did you expect
Knowin' the people that are evil are the ones that get respect
So to fit in you committin' filthy acts you know are wrong
As you do become a monster no one wants to be alone
[Verse 3: SCUM]
They didn't want me, wasn't picked for many projects
Last to be chosen every time a team was formed
They used to talk mean, bitches used to give me no sex
Then I got a mask to hide my face like I was deformed
And realized that when the zipper mask is on me
Like a zombie, feeling hungry but not feeling any pain
Gettin' brain became a mission, actin' sane while steady wishing
I could murder everybody, I’ll be killing anything
Bang! Head go pop, body drop, smokin' shotgun
Tried to run but got done hella fast
So much blame but now go figure when I pull this fuckin' trigger
And your life abruptly ended when you heard and felt the blast
All this could have been avoided, let me be the one to point it
Out to you, but bet you knew and didn't cut me any slack (Clickity clack)
Now we get even, no one's gonna get forgiven
Last to fall, you'll see this heathen as your vision fades to black

[Chorus: SCUM]
Fuck this life full of jealousy and lies
Only thing that you can count on is that everybody dies
No surprise when your demise begins at birth
Put on earth without a reason, took for everything you're worth (Huh!)
That's correct but what the fuck did you expect
Knowin' the people that are evil are the ones that get respect
So to fit in you committin' filthy acts you know are wrong
As you do become a monster no one wants to be alone