Eyesight fading straight to black
Going to hell, going straight back
Good ideas, that’s what I’m starting to lack
Lungs aren’t getting any air
Only did this cause life ain’t fair
Evil thoughts I need to share
No one acts like they fucking care!
Life is starting to flee
Your words caught up to me
It all ends, finally
Now my soul can be set free
My heart is so fucking dark
In that shadows, you see it spark
Now you see all my hope slowly depart!!

Evil thoughts in my head again
They try to find me the right type of medicine
So write another prescription
You’re just giving me permission to add to my addiction
Yea, evil thoughts in my head again
They try to find me the right type of medicine
So write another prescription
You’re just giving me permission to add to my addiction

How did I sink so low?
Body growing colder than snow
Hearing these voices again, woah
Got my gun, only need some ammo
Why does my depression continue to grow?
Only a matter of time
Alex, no, I won’t be fine
Time to finish the bottle of whiskey
Don’t what happens next, but it’s fucking risky
I’ve been suffering to fucking long now
Ain’t got shit but this noose now
I wanna go back, but I don’t have any home
No one else, once again I’m alone
Stay here and cry in my bed
Wishing I was fucking dead
Evil thoughts in my head again
They try to find me the right type of medicine
So write another prescription
You’re just giving me permission to add to my addiction
Yea, evil thoughts in my head again
They try to find me the right type of medicine
So write another prescription
You’re just giving me permission to add to my addiction

Yea, I’m so fucking done, don’t try to tempt me!
What do I have to lose in this world so empty?!
Only here cause the devil fucking sent me!
No grave will ever hold me down!
It’s best if you don’t make a sound!
You shouldn’t have come to my town!
Now it’s time to break you down!
You won’t fucking escape, that’s a fucking vow
You ain’t safe, you won’t escape me now!