[Chorus]
This writer's block is fucking killing me, I'm off the ecstasy
Please beware, there's so much darkness deep inside of me
Now ghost of heroes haunting me, and they won't let me sleep
Warning me of ancient battles waging underneath
And I can't rest my head cause I'm infected
My anxieties are choking me from deep inside my flesh
I can't stop my breath, feel my muscles tense
I'll be stricken 'til my soul rends

[Verse 1]
But that's okay, take my heart and crush it into paste
Fade away into nothing, gotta dull the pain
2-FA in my nose, then I work all day
Cut my hips in the bath listening to bladee

Car was sitting on a hill last night
Only me, don't let anybody else in
Took a pill, and now my bones feel light
Smoking ash, I might eat your soul, I'm selfish

Hurt myself with
Blades and daggers
By myself
Don't want to hurt her
[Chorus]
Killing me, I'm off the ecstasy
Please beware, there's so much darkness deep inside of me
Now ghost of heroes haunting me, and they won't let me sleep
Warning me of ancient battles waging underneath
And I can't rest my head cause I'm infected
My anxieties are choking me from deep inside my flesh
I can't stop my breath, feel my muscles tense
I'll be stricken 'til my soul rends

[Verse 2]
Had enough of this
I need a break or something
Hard to trust my friends
When they all turn against me
But now I see how you really feel, and we're finished
You get in my way, you're fucking dead, arcane missile
Lilac, Winter, on another plane, darkkmagician
Burning all the figures in my head, number worship

[Outro]
Running nowhere, anywhere but here
Spinning sideways, frozen in midair