[Verse 1: HEARTAVI & blackwinterwells]
I don't remember what we spoke about on the phone yesterday
I just know that it was nice to hear your voice and what you say
And I could call you tomorrow if you tell me it's okay
But you know that you don't really have a choice in either way
Just feeling like a punch to the stomach
You made me feel wanted
But there was never hope for us anyway
I tried to be the one who you felt like you could come to
So why does it feel like I'm gonna fade away
Fade away
Fade away, ohh, ohh
[Verse 2]
I just don't know how to stop you from appearing
Not here, not now
I'll see what's in your head if God is willing
But I know sometimes She's not
And maybe if you asked how I was feeling
You'd know just how
Hard it's been to keep myself from reeling
Calm down, calm down
[Chorus]
And every night it's getting harder to stand it
To run me up and just make off like a bandit
And when you wanted my attention you'd command it
I think it's funny how I'm leaving empty handed
And every night it's getting harder to stand it
To run me up and just make off like a bandit
And when you wanted my attention you'd command it
I think it's funny how I'm leaving empty handed
[Outro]
But I know I'll just complicate everything probably by saying some things I don't mean
And you'll wish that you never gave up all your minutes and hours to spend them with me