​blackwinterwells
​garden bed
[Refrain: Kaydence May]
I need to have more self respect or I'll explode into pieces
I need to have more self respect or I'll explode into pieces

[Chorus: Kaydence May]
Why don't you kick me when I'm down
Spit in my face as I fall to the ground
I guess the hint was overstated
At my limit, I can't take it
I wish I never took that placement
Guess that means that I'm complacent

[Verse 1: Kaydence May]
I turn 21 in a few months and i dont think im ready for the change
If i wanna live on my own then i need to shift my ways
I apologize and u say it's fine
I wanna face it by the time im 25
Cause getting high on ur own really isn't the vibe
I'll do my best (i'll do my best)

[Chorus: Kaydence May]
Why don't you kick me when I'm down
Spit in my face as I fall to the ground
I guess the hint was overstated
At my limit, I can't take it
I wish I never took that placement
Guess that means that I'm complacent
[Verse 2: blackwinterwells]
What am I to say then?
You said it would be painless
I can't stop myself from wincing
When it slips under my dermis
And I can't fall asleep with the lights off when im lonely
I'm so frightened of the creatures i can't see cause they can hurt me
Not your job to ease my mind
Yes, I know I understand
But this emptiness inside me grows with every passing glance
When I see you on the sidewalk
In this small small town we live
This place only ever shrinks
What do I have left to give?

[Chorus: Kaydence May]
Why don't you kick me when I'm down
Spit in my face as I fall to the ground
I guess the hint was overstated
At my limit, I can't take it
I wish I never took that placement
Guess that means that I'm complacent
Why don't you kick me when I'm down
Spit in my face as I fall to the ground
I guess the hint was overstated
At my limit, I can't take it
I wish I never took that placement
Guess that means that I'm complacent
[Refrain: Kaydence May]
I need to have more self respect or I'll explode into pieces
I need to have more self respect or I'll explode into pieces