[Verse One]
I hope you're doing well if you're hearing this, I'm missing you and I'm feeling this
Emotion built up inside my lungs and I'm letting my breaths out while I'm hung
So I'm getting drunk over the thought of you, I'm thinking of you when I'm lost
I miss you and how close we were, now it feels like we're drifting away, now I sit here and wonder though, will it ever get any better?
I can stop thinking of you, I don't want the old and I don't want the new and I want you and that's it
I only wish that you knew, how I felt for you every single day, that the feelings still haven't changed today
Cause I love you and I miss you and I would do anything for you, knowing that you don't feel the same really hurts me so deep
If only I had the guts to make a leap and tell you how I feel, I might feel better I might feel worse I guess I'll never know
Trust me I could speak, but I know that last week, we had that talk about relationships and now I know how you feel
You're never gonna feel the same, maybe it's cause I'm too lame, am I not good enough? Nice enough? Hell, maybe I'm not smart enough
I just wanna be with you, every second, every day, even if it means losing my life I just wanna make you happy
Even if I'm living alone, nothing but the clothes on my back in a box in the streets with no food to eat if you're happy I'll be okay
We used to be so close, now we are just nothing, you broke my heart in half a second like a virus killing its host
I used to log on Snapchat, every single one of them posts, all of them were about you but you know it's only the sad ones

[Interlude]
Cause that's just the way that it feels, like you went home that day
Pulled out a pistol, turned around and shot me with that gun
I'm sorry I wasn't good enough, I'm sorry that you led me on cause in the end that is your loss and I'm the only one that's fun
Cause when you got on that plane, nothing ever felt the same, I started this from you so as much as I hate you I just gotta thank you
For everything that you gave me, if you never broke my heart I woulda never done this, jumped into raps cause the naps never worked to fill the hole in my heart

[Outro]
Sad thing is I knew it was never gonna work out, I knew it from the day that I met you which means I knew from the start
So anyways just thank you, for getting me into this, cause if I never got into this mess none of this woulda began (aye)