[Verse One: Xtlxs]
I'm still lost, still tryna figure this it out, wondering why my mind's clouding with doubt
Lost everybody last year they were gone in a month, all cause of these words that came out of my mouth
I say it all the time that I'm ready to die, the truth is I'm not ready I just wanna survive
Depression only kills you when you let it in and it's time to put up a fight so I'm making shit up
I'm sitting in this chair and I'm staring at the wall, wondering when will be the next time that I fall
I sit alone thinking you don't want me at all and that's when I give up and I let myself fall

[Verse Two]
I'm a lonely mother fucker with a passion for love, but it's hard to find when I'm only shoved around
Bitch you got a mindset clouded with pain, you got me fucked up saying all this shit about me
Cause bitch truth is you don't know shit about me, and if you did you wouldn't be talking your shit
This is the end I think I'm done with this song bitch, so I'm hanging up my jacket so you can stay here or pack it
That's real