Don't make me go outside
In here I'm grateful that I am alive
I relax in the tv and laugh at the lies
I go get the mail but I'm terrified
But out in the cold dead gaze of the street
My vision gets blurry and my heart starts to scream
If I am perceived by anyone, let it be by my loved ones
If I'm perceived at all, let it be as a woman named Jane
Flip my curtains close for another day
Flip my door close for another day

Sinking in the troublе of a crowd in the sun
I flicker like a lightеr running out of fuel
[?] of my memory
I stopped at shelters not mean't for me
They separate us by what our genitals mean
I'll never understand why
I'll never understand why
I'll never understand why
Oh