I rewind, I rebound, recollect
And whatever I find
Whatever I find I'll reject
Neglecting what's inside me
This multitude of memories
Around the thousandth [?] I find
I warp the contents of my mind

Why can't I remember you
For all the good things I'm crying to?
Why can't I just see you?
And not the way I feel I've failed you

This time I'll cry
When she told me that you died
This time I'll never let my self get mad
This time I'll make sure the car hits me instead
This time I'll invite you over much more often
And tell you that I love you
I'll save you from your brain
This time

Why can't I remember you
For all the good reasons I'm crying to?
Why can't I just see you?
And not the ways I feel like I've failed you
They say that all it takes is time
Time to think that all you've ever done is take and take and take
If time is all it takes to make yourself the villain
For things you did when you were just eleven

And why can't I remember you
For all the good reasons I'm crying to?
Why can't I just see you
And not the ways I feel I've failed you?
Why can't I remember you
For all the good reasons I'm crying to?
Why can't I just see you
And not the ways I feel I've failed you?