[Verse 1]
What if I'm selfish?
What if I didn't give enough?
What if I'm guarded?
And never got to feel real love
What if there's more I never learned?
And I can't heal the ones I've hurt?
What if regret's all I deserve?
The day they put me in the dirt...

[Chorus]
It's haunting me, haunting me
Haunting me, haunting me
All the things I never said, and a past I can't forget
It's calling me, calling me
Haunting me, haunting me
What am I gonna regret?
Lying in my hospital bеd
(It's haunting me, haunting me)
(Haunting me, haunting mе)
What am I gonna regret?
Lying in my hospital bed

[Verse 2]
What if I pushed out?
The ones that cared the most
What if I'm too proud?
To let anybody close
What if I turned my heart to stone
'Cause nothing hurts when hollow's home
What if I cope by letting go
And I'm the reason, I'm alone
[Chorus]
It's haunting me, haunting me
Haunting me, haunting me
All the things I never said, and a past I can't forget
It's calling me, calling me
Haunting me, haunting me
What am I gonna regret?
Lying in my hospital bed
(It's haunting me, haunting me)
(Haunting me, haunting me)
What am I gonna regret?
Lying in my hospital bed
(It's calling me, calling me)
(Haunting me, haunting me)
What am I gonna regret?

[Bridge]
May sound strange, but I gotta confess
Since I was young I've been thinking about death
Stuck inside my mind, inside my mind
With the "what if I's", "what if I's"
May sound strange, but I gotta confess
Since I was young I've been thinking about death
Stuck inside my mind, inside my mind
With the "what if I's", "what if I's"
[Guitar Solo]

[Chorus]
It's haunting me, haunting me
Haunting me, haunting me
All the things I never said, and a past I can't forget
It's calling me, calling me
Haunting me, haunting me
What am I gonna regret?
What am I gonna regret?

[Post-Chorus]
May sound strange but I gotta confess
Since I was young I've been thinking about death
What am I gonna regret?
Lying in my hospital bed
May sound strange but I gotta confess
Since I was young I've been thinking about death
What am I gonna regret?
Lying in my hospital bed

[Outro]
Was I too distant?
Disassociated, not dad, too inconsistent
'Cause I never learned how to relax
Hearing "baby don't cry"
"He don't wanna play"
"Daddy's feeling anxious, give him some space"
A memory lost that I can't replace
She'll be talking about me in therapy someday