It hurt
It really hurt at first
I'm not good with feelings
And talking only makes it worse
Never believed in
Anything I couldn't see
But for some reason
You're gone and it feels bittersweet
'Cause all you left
Is a beautiful scar
But it's enough
To feel light in the dark
I hope you're there
If heaven's a real place
I hope you're there
And you're better now
And that it's everything you thought it would be
I guess all I want you to know
Is that it's hard but I'm letting you go
It's not fair
Oh, no
Take care
You know
I wanted you to carry on
But it's okay
Just hope you're proud of what I've become
Wish you could meet them
They're everything you wanted for me
Wish you could see how
I figured it out and I found peace
'Cause all you left
Was a beautiful scar
But it's enough
To feel light in the dark
I hope you're there
If heaven's a real place
I hope you're there
And you're better now
And that it's everything you thought it would be
I guess all I want you to know
Is that it's hard but I'm letting you go
It's not fair
Oh, no
Oh, and you were working every day
To come back to ungrateful faces
And you just could not take anymore
And it was hard and I felt helpless
And I wish I could have said this
But you left and I accept it now
Hope you're there
If heaven's a real place
I hope you're there
And you're better now
And that it's everything you thought it would be
I guess all I want you to know
Is that it's hard but I'm letting you go
I hope you're there
Oh, no
Take care
Take care