My resent and regret
Burns a hole in my aching chest
Just like the last cigarette
You put out on subway steps

I caught the last train home
Caught my reflection in the rainy window
I'm all alone

You loved me so much more than I loved myself
And judging by the looks on the cover of this book, I should've stayed on the shelf
I just wanted to help
Turn a page or a new leaf, a future for you and me
I always wonder if you see what I see
You, me and Jackie on late nights laughing
But he's dead
Its so hard to walk away from thе worst mistake you've made

I lost a part of mе when he died, the only thing we could do is cry
But its hard to go on this way, we won't be okay, we won't be okay

I think about it every night
I wasn't wrong, it wasn't right
I didn't want to lose my life
Its safe to say we both died that night