I've been thinking coping
Stuck up all in my emotions
Someone tell me why
I’ve been tripping falling
Thinking about calling
But just to shy

Think about you day in, day out
I left my heart open
Looks like it's broken
But it's not the first time
Every time I say I’m fine
You told me give it time
Ignore me all week
Only call on the weekends
I am your back bone
What you depend on
Fall back on
Every time another man lets you down
I give you my all
Somehow you manage to let me fall
I keep falling for you
Every single time
It's like you have my heart locked up
I've watched you jump guy to guy
Everybody tells me I need to move on
With time I will heal
It's been two years
I'm still stuck here
Trying to stay strong
Show no emotions at all
You said I'm a lot
Assuming now your leaving
I don't know if they consider us friends
Looking at me then looking at that other guy
They tell me it's too late
It’s all a lie
She’s just looking for the ride
Trying to kill time
I have faith and I trust
But the odds are against me
Is it worth pushing on
Are you actually gonna stay
Or you gonna leave
Look at all we've achieved
All the love you’ve received
We have limited time
So we should make the most of what's left
I've always treated you the best
The first person you were with
I promised you everything
Said I would do anything
I always gave my everything
Dedicated every day to you
Promised never to leave you
I have always believed you
It's hard to say I could never not love you
You mean the world to me
Not a day passes without you on my mind
Looks like you got a new partner in crime
All over again here we go
2 steps forward 3 steps back
I picked you up
And you let me down but lately

I’ve been thinking coping
Stuck up all in my emotions
Someone tell me why
I've been tripping falling
Thinking about calling
But just to shy

I've been trying to change
Become a better man
Change up my game
I've done stupid things in my life
But don't regret them
I learn from them
I'm becoming better me
Cleaning up my act
Starting on a new slate
Trying to be the one who determines my fate
I'm truly sorry for any pain
All the arguing and complaining
But I will to take the blame