I was crying in the lobby
'Cause giant flies would eat my friends
When the moon turned to blood and everything ends
And no one would explain to me why God would do these things
They just said don't masturbate and stop lying
From age 8 to 13 I cried myself to sleep
Wondering how the same god that loved us was the same god that would kill me
He seemed more like a bully like Roy or George Bush
And that's when I started sleeping in so I wouldn't have to go to church

And I'll take the Lord's name in vain
I'll get a tattoo and I'll smoke and I'll drink
And I'll have a little coffee but not too much coffee
'cuase coffee makes me anxious just like you make me anxious
But if it still makes you feel better like it used to
Just know that I still love you I still love you
I still love you I still love you I still love you I still love you

And then all my heroes well my heroes became evil
At their worst they were monsters and their best they were people
And that when I stopped believing
God bless Helen Mar Kimball
And everyone she ever knew I'm terribly sorry this happened to you

So I'll take the Lord's name in vain
I'll get a tattoo and I'll smoke and I'll drink
And I'll have a little coffee but not too much coffee
'Cause coffee makes me anxious just like you make me anxious
But if it still makes you feel better like it used to
Just know that I still love you I still love you
I still love you I still love you I still love you I still love you