They're asking me where I'm going
Never thought I be down here for a long time
When was the last time I see the sun rise
I was always nocturne, when the sun goes down
The monster that I held inside, hungers for blood

I gotta chop a piece of me and feed it
Cause I dont wanna be the next man
To show up to your school
And done the deed, killing every innocent people
I gotta feed the right one but lately, Its growing stronger

Im losing this battle, Im feeding it my soul
Its taking every ounce of my energy to hold it
I gotta say thank you to music for breathing life
Giving me oxygen when I buried myself so deep
I can never trade you for love

She said, Its dark in your house, let me shed some light on you
All the shouting and voices vanishes
I can finally think and prosper, Out on the pavement
Im kneeling for forgiveness, Not searching for fame, but to be enlighten

Now what hell you want from me?
Told my family I'll be dead by 23
Abusing these drugs I don't need a damn thing
Rehab ain't working but send me away
I'm a lost cause? My fault? Always talking down never knowing what I lost!
Never gave a damn bout me now it's all calls
Asking how you been man fuck yall!
I remember knocking real loud, screaming my lungs out, begging for shelter now you think it's all good now?
Remembrance is pain, I'll never forget when you turned me away