[intro]
What the fuck is this dude? switch it up

[verse 1]

I'm taking this chance to talk shit
Past few nights i haven't been able to go to sleep
Fuck nick, that bitch was so fuckin cheap
Twitter's dead, nobody ever shuts the fuck up about politics
Brendan lured me in and kicked me out, i was gonna start the fucking apocalypse


[verse 2]
Nathan stayed by me so i made his enemies suffer
Sometimes i swear he's my brother from anotha mother, none of you other fuckers
I keep pushing people away while im recording
I question if any of this is actually rewarding
I've got a clique, few people who are quite unique
Please leave us the fuck alone, it's been a stressful week


[verse 3]
I'm short, dark, messy, and my thicky isnt big enough
July is the first month i got my dick sucked
Met a few who only came to me when they needed money, those faggots were too dependant
Whenever i go outside, i wear two shiny fuckin pendents

[verse 4]
I look at myself in the mirror atleast twice a day
Only the next hour to have some motherfucker call me gay
I live with both of my parents, they aren't divorced
But every other fucking morning gives me a new plate of discourse
Fuckers preach against violence, but they're the same ones who're starting riots
Tough shit

[verse 5]
For years everyone made me an outcast, like i was some sort of danger
After a while, that shit was a game changer
7th grade my crush said yes, i couldn't of been more happy
A few weeks later she moved in a rush, we weren't able to keep in touch
I keep dreaming while my foes scheming, sometimes at night i swear i can hear my soul screaming

[verse 6]
I don't wear hats cause i fucking hate them
Childhood bullies wanted to speak i didn't even want to negotiate with them
For years i was called the son of the devil, satans son, they thought i was evil
I was basically illegal, i cried and wished for a crown like i was medieval


[verse 7]
Fuckers will be whack towards you then turn around and act different to another
Thats two faced, inspirations suicidal but they're too much to waste
Who is the past joshua? where did he go? he died
Motherfucks make a shot call with their feet tied
Got their head full of pride you might aswell think their brain is fried
I'm not lying, in hell is where i reside, can't wait for the sun and the earth to fucking collide