[Verse 1]
I'll start today making my way away
Who says you have to wait to have anything
I know what you really want isn't just me
That's what I wanted too but you fucked it up more than you can see

[Chorus]
I want to wake up dead
Never feel a thing again
And I won't be scared of it
I just need to pretend

[Verse 2]
And I'm not even sure if I'm pushing or falling away
Out of your arms that held on too loose to me
'Cause the words that came out of your mouth are mold on my skin
And right now I bet you regret ever letting me in

[Chorus]
I want to wake up dead
Never feel a thing again
And I won't be scared of it
'Cause everything is just pretend

[Outro]
I think I want you to know
All the places that I'd rather go
Than be with someone who understands how I feel
And it hurts that you're so much like me
And I guess that's why I think we should be
As far apart as can be