Hysterla
Swallow
[Verse 1]
Comforting skin next to me
She said that I can never be
Myself, when I die, I will be alone
Listening to her heart, I can't feel anything
Below my neck, and now my thoughts will take control

[Chorus]
And if you prefer
I'll leave out all the details of this emptiness I feel
And if you prefer
I'll be around to listen to your softly spoken words

[Verse 2]
Darkness seems to make isolation easier
I welcome my hallucinations
Understandings of what I am will come undone
As I spiral deeper into nothingness

[Chorus]
But if it helps me sleep
I'll take out my frustration on my temporary skin
If it helps me sleep
I'll smoke until I never have another dream of you

[Verse 3]
Being in this space where nothing stays the same
I feel this biting clawing pain inside my chest
Fly against the window pain soon to die
[Outro]
Why does he try
Why try