[verse 1]

On and on into the deep
I fall into the spiral of my head
I couldn't feel it but I saw red
What are the rules?
I make them bend for me
I'll fall asleep
In the astral realm
I meet with all my fears
Feel like the whole world disappeared
Yeah, how could I wait here in the cold
Yeah, in the storm
I can't feel nothing no more
Everything's real and bloody eyes
Stars in the day, translucent skies
I ain't coming back
No goodbye if I die
Will you hold me back from the edge of the knife?
Yeah, I'm lost in thе night

(yeah, yeah)

[Pre-Chorus]

Lying next to you
I fall asleep now
Fuck hеr in the morning
Gotta leave now
Fall into the dark
When I come down
Speeding too fast
Gotta slow down
[Chorus]

I'm fucked up, baby
I'm fucked up
I'm fucked up, baby
I'm fucked up
Fucked up, baby
I'm fucked up
Fucked up (fucked up)

[verse 2]

In pain with you
I'm black and blue
I see right through your skin
It's paper-thin
Playing a game that you'll never win
Running a race that only ends
In death and nothingness
The disease of a world that's taking its own break
Stuck in this place
Is it love, is it hate
Yeah, I need to leave here

[verse 3]
I don't want to ever be reminded of the pain
Keep me living in a fantasy
Never know when to think
The pressure keeps building
I think it's about to break
It's pumping through my veins
And suffocating my brain
I try my best
It was never enough for no one
Pick up a pack
And I think I'm about to roll
Forcing myself not to quit
I'm feeling so done
I'm so done

[pre-Chorus]

Lying next to you
I fall asleep now
Fuck her in the morning
Gotta leave now
Fall into the dark
When I come down
Speeding too fast
Gotta slow down
[Chorus]

I'm fucked up, baby
I'm fucked up
I'm fucked up, baby
I'm fucked up
Fucked up, baby
I'm fucked up
Baby, I'm fucked up
Baby, I'm fucked up

[??]

Yeah, I'll never love anyone else again
Get it off my mind
???
???
Tell me what is real
I think you're full of it
You're full of shit
I don't even wanna think about what could've been