Xenia Manasseh
My Pride
[Verse 1]
Been wondering why
It’s all the same
When I’m listening (you say shit about stepping up to every one but me)
Then
I lose my temper
It’s overwhelming
Overbearing
I’m over failing
Over stressing
Over guessing
Over us
Only dangerous
If I’m losing trust

[Vocal Chop Drop]

[Verse 2]
Don’t know why it’s just
Just so
Hard for you to understand
Had my trust
& started doing shit that I can’t stand
We already past the day
Day the blue became the gray
Oh no no
Saw it rain on our parade
Once we stopped with the charade
Oh I
Couldn’t handle one more fight with you no no
Put aside my pride a sacrifice for me not sure you knew
Or even noticed
And so I’d
Rather just apologize
Cause I know I
I’d rather be
I’d rather be alone
[Vocal Chop Drop]

[Outro]
I want you to know
You’ll be on my mind
I need you to know
Though we’ve crossed the line
Had chemistry so unmatched
How could I take being attached
How could I take it all back
How could I promise you that
Wish I could say there were gone
Ain’t easy tryna move on
Just ain’t no need to prolong
Everything we’ve undergone
Cause if I’m being honest
This the hardest shit I did yea
Some nights I can’t believe that
That we’d ever make it out
To see the sun another day
Cause I got way too used to the clouds
Yeah I got way too used to the clouds
Yeah I got way too used to the clouds
Said I got way too used to the clouds
Yeah I got way too used