[Chorus]
This is crazy, I'm so tired
I am going out my mind
Don't know how I'm still alive
Aye‚ aye
Wonder if I'll be alright
I'm so scared and I'm not fine
Don't know how I'm still alive
Aye‚ aye
They say I'm sad to pass the time
Damn‚ they must be out they mind
Don't care if I'm dead or alive
Aye, aye
Look in the mirror, traumatized
Who in the hell is this guy
Might just fuck around and die
Aye‚ aye

[Verse 1]
"I hate the world" is an understatement
I wanted to live but I guess I'm changing
When I look at myself it's torture, I hate it
'Cause I could be drowning but time I'm wasting
Somebody help me, please help me‚ need help please
I talk in the DMs about my shit daily
But why do I feel so scared of myself
Why am I so goddamn scared of myself

[Chorus]
This is crazy, I'm so tired
I am going out my mind
Don't know how I'm still alive
Aye, aye
Wonder if I'll be alright
I'm so scared and I'm not fine
Don't know how I'm still alive
Aye, aye
They say I'm sad to pass the time
Damn, they must be out they mind
Don't care if I'm dead or alive
Aye, aye
Look in the mirror, traumatized
Who in the hell is this guy
Might just fuck around and die
Aye, aye

[Verse 2]
Somebody help me, I'm lost and I can't breathe
The demons and I fuck it up in the evening
I don't wanna turn to shit I'll regret later
But damn, I guess I've given in to the pressure
So nobody help me, I'm blind and I can't see
Don't wanna talk about my problems daily
So maybe that's why I'm scared of myself
Now I know why I'm so goddamn scared of myself

[Chorus]
This is crazy, I'm so tired
I am going out my mind
Don't know how I'm still alive
Aye, aye
Wonder if I'll be alright
I'm so scared and I'm not fine
Don't know how I'm still alive
Aye, aye
They say I'm sad to pass the time
Damn, they must be out they mind
Don't care if I'm dead or alive
Aye, aye
Look in the mirror, traumatized
Who in the hell is this guy
Might just fuck around and die
Aye, aye