[Verse 1]
Diluted eyes, winning all these first prizes
Really makes me size this, feeling in my chest that wears disguises
Man this ain't Halloween, boyfriend dressed as a queen
But that isn't true, he's always been and not in between
[Verse 2]
And although you pick at my-
Precious baby boy, I know that in the end it's because you're all a bunch of soy ass losers sitting alone in the basement that your grandpa made
Better check that saved data on your Nintendo Switch lest you'll have to create-
[Verse 3]
A new beginning
Like the one in which I've fucking embarked
Climbing down these ladders and eating all the tree bark
For my survival, fuck I ain't have no patience
Had no place to go not even home
Fuck my fathers cadence
[Verse 4]
When we went toe to toe within that Christmas tree
I finally realized that I must start pleasing me and fuck you
And fuck all that shit that you believe
And I know it isn't true yet you still like to see things
Your way, your side is the only-
Choice for me
You gave me that, you told me if I didn't agree that I'd be lonely
[Verse 5]
Charcoal burning stove, you're cooking all that shit that you stole
Away from my head when I was just 12 years old, told yall I ain't like church but you brainwashed me with cold waterboarding rags and a mouth washed out with soap
Fuck you!
And all my fucking wrestlers that you stole
Without my fucking permission didn't know that family could troll
Shoutout to my childhood nightmares, who kept me awake at night
While I was sitting up watching Boomerang the creatures cried