[Verse 1]
I'm soaking up thoughts, lost in paradise
Now I'm choking on smog, got me scared of life
I feel all my bones crushed, why do I still care for you?
I know that you won't call, I'm so terrified
'Cause you, you made me lose my mind, oh Valentine
And I, I just want you to smile, even if I'm not by your side

[Verse 2]
I hate to tell you, but I've moved on
Don't even know why I'm writing this new song
Maybe I just feel like it's too long
I had to go, I was right that you do wrong
I still feel the times we left behind, now they're gone
The pieces of my life that said goodbye, but I'm strong

[Verse 3]
And you, you didn't wish me for my birthday
And that rеally hurt
And I, I just thought it wasn't worth it
And that made it worse
Pleasе tell me, where do we go now?
I put on a show, yeah, but you're the one who sold out
I woke up, realized, it was all down
I tried to pick all the pieces from the fallout
[Chorus]
I'm rising up now, moving on in life
I feel like a popstar 'cause I've crossed the line
I've broken the limits, I'll give you forgiveness
'Cause I'm soaking up thoughts, lost in paradise

[Verse 4]
I'm soaking up thoughts, lost in paradise
Now I'm choking on smog, got me scared of life
I feel all my bones crushed, why do I still care for you?
I know that you won't call, I'm so terrified
'Cause you, you made me lose my mind, oh Valentine
And I, I just want you to smile, even if I'm not by your side
And you, you didn't wish me for my birthday
And that really hurt