[Verse 1]
Blacked out again
But it’s not enough to get me back
To the numbness that locked me in
So this time around
I’ll take a little extra to send me deeper down
[Verse 2]
Why does it hurt to want to feel good?
I’m trying harder, I’ve reached out
But if time allows
I’ll leave extremities deadened to stick around
[Chorus]
Take it all to feel numb
Sit and wait? I can’t at all
Push it back with the others
Down it with another
I never learned to take my time
So I’ll take it all
[Bridge]
I think I’m finally caving in
Now I don’t even know who I am
I think I’m finally caving in
Clawing at thе cliff side
Nostalgia drag me down
I know bettеr than that
Waking up, cold-sweating on the floor
I've never been so close to giving up
[Chorus]
Take it all to feel numb
Sit and wait? I can’t at all
Push it back with the others
Down it with another
I never learned to take my time
So I’ll take it all