Jail Socks
Losing Everything
[Verse 1]
I’m not quite sure what’s happening to me
But I can’t seem to find a way out of bed
I seem hell-bent on losing most anything
Except for some sleep
And I don’t know where to go
The meaning’s lost on me
But I got nothing to do
Why leave?
[Chorus]
When did I become so used to it?
Losing everything I came to be
Fading into the background once again
[Post-Chorus]
It’s too much
(So just save it)
It’s too much
[Verse 2]
You'd think I’d learn from past mistakes
And yet all this self-pity and doubt lingers, coiled in my head
I keep pushing the blame, hoping for anything
It’s all just the same
Am I too eager to find another easy way out?
Am I losing my mind?
[Chorus]
When did I become so used to it?
Losing everything I came to be
Fading into the background once again
[Bridge]
I tell myself all the time
“What’s lost can never be mine”
I wonder if it’s forever
Well, I doubt it
It’s too much (It's too much)
It's too much
[Outro]
Sometimes I feel paralyzed
By the weight of moments left behind
Sometimes I’m just plain terrified (When did I become so used to it?)
Of the way they always pass me by (Losing everything I came to be)