Dear J.T

I'm writing from somewhere in the future
Someplace where we no longer exists in each others worlds
It's hard to describe this world to you
You've been gone for so long
But i think these stories that i hope you'd be able to read
I say that they're stories
But really they're just things i've gone through that
I don't think i'll ever recover from
You see, this world - my world - is really sad
And it feels like happy endings don't exist
And the only ending i have is sadness
I know how wasn't always like this
Especially when you were still around
But things changed after you left
They pretend that you were never real
And sometimes i think of our conversations in it
It feels like i'm just talking to myself
Anyway, wherever you are right now
I hope that you are in less pain
And if you've learned how to write
Then i'd love to hear your stories too

I miss you
And i don't talk about you
But, i love you

I've only really known love for you
Yeah
Right back when you can