[Verse 1: Deadfish]
Sitting in my room, all alone again
Getting tired of this god damn loneliness
Suicidal thoughts spinning right around my fucking head
Maybe I'll give in, haven't yet decided this
Many friends pretend to care, honesty is what they lack
All they can is shittalk right behind my back
All I want is a place that I can call my home
My mind is never calm, it's a war with myself

[Verse 2: NHG Lil Blue Q]
I'm at war with myself
But you created my hell
I don't want any friends
If they're anything like you
I'd rather die alone
Lying in my room
Than be lied to again
By someone who calls themselves a friend

[Chorus: Deadfish]
Maybe that's the god's big plan for me
All this suffering, need to stay in the ring
Fight for my life, keep my head up high
Till the day I'm gonna die, till the day I'm gonna die
Maybe that's the god's big plan for me
All this suffering, need to stay in the ring
Fight for my life, keep my head up high
Till the day I'm gonna die, till the day I'm gonna die
[Verse 3: RAVEN XO]
Put a tombstone by my head
Miles away from my fucking dread
I can't be what you want me to be
See the reapers, they come in my sleep
Dealing with another nightmare
Caught inside a snare of washed up dreams
That didn't make it
If we don't go now, we gotta fake it
We gotta fake it

[Verse 4: Zxlone]
All I ever wanted was a fucking friend
Everything is lost, and I'm laying all alone again
If I want then I'll be gone
Not tonight, oh I need more
Watch me now oh I'll be down and up
And down and up again
Said you want some time
But it's all over and I don't need you there

[Chorus: Deadfish]
Maybe that's the god's big plan for me
All this suffering, need to stay in the ring
Fight for my life, keep my head up high
Till the day I'm gonna die, till the day I'm gonna die
Maybe that's the god's big plan for me
All this suffering, need to stay in the ring
Fight for my life, keep my head up high
Till the day I'm gonna die, till the day I'm gonna die
[Verse 5: ERISU]
If you want me dead it's all you really had to say
If you want me dead, I know you feel that kinda way
Pull the blade up on me
Stab me, beat me, stab away
Use my blood as paint and kill me
Take it all away
Take the pain away
Take it all a fucking away
I don't need to see
Pave my destiny in spades
I'd go through the end of the earth to see you happy
Send me to the grave, send me to the fucking grave

[Verse 6: SuiSai]
Try to betray me i'll stab you in the back first
Fuck the small talk, I'ma hit you where it really hurts
First of all know it didn't have to be like this
Back against the wall, balled up fists
Gritted teeth bitch
I'm not one to fuck with already dead
See these bloodshot eyes from the thoughts in my head
Might fall asleep at the wheel, wake from headlights
Couldn't give a fuck how you feel
This my last night
[Chorus: Deadfish]
Maybe that's the god's big plan for me
All this suffering, need to stay in the ring
Fight for my life, keep my head up high
Till the day I'm gonna die, till the day I'm gonna die
Maybe that's the god's big plan for me
All this suffering, need to stay in the ring
Fight for my life, keep my head up high
Till the day I'm gonna die, till the day I'm gonna die