Ive been counting sheep
Trying to fall asleep
Without you by my side

No matter how hard i try
I always seem to lie awake
Feeling nothing..
Wasting my time

You say you love me
But you don’t know who i used to be
And i feel like you should know

I’m starting to feel tired all the time
How do i escape my mind

I feel my bones compress
I’m ready to let go
Of this weight in my chest
I’m tired of being a mess
I’m not i’m not
I just a little off track
I’m paranoid
Im a hypochondriac

Doing my best to avoid my feelings
Seeing eyes watch me in the ceiling
And i know it’s not what it seems
But i still feel lonely in my dreams
{bridge}
Why am i ..
Drifting away

Why do i ..
Feel like this when i know i shouldn’t
I know i shouldn't
I know

I feel my bones compress
I’m ready to let go
Of this weight in my chеst
I’m tired of being a mess
I’m not i’m not
I just a littlе off track
I’m paranoid
Im a hypochondriac