Toxic
Concoctions start the process
Tonight
I'm sloshed and I'm normally so cautious despite
The fact I'm nauseous
Yeah yeah
It happens with barrages of heights
I lost it
Rolled down the window tossed it
Saw lights

Cause I ain't getting locked up tonight
Think you should shut the fuck up
I'm just gonna get fucked up
I can't let you fuck up my high
Oh no
I am just going to vibe
Like I've been vibing inhailing spices
Some win heismans while they snort lines sin n'
Me I write them
This precious time gets

Just don't fuck up my high
All cause we getting divided
All of that stress that you'rе giving me's
Something the doctor just isn't prеscribing
Neither is what's in my pocket
I took me another
Then went to the islands
I'm tired of fighting it's written all over my eyelids
I'mma go pour me some Easter pink
And not give a fuck bout what ya think
Second I take one I disappear
I feel like I found the missing link
And my old man told me to drink
So I'mma pour up for him
You're telling me you should get all the attention but I don't see what for
Don't blow up my high
Cause I put them feelings for you aside
As I recall you left me dead
I had to use them to come alive and
Shawty I just spent a whole paycheck on these drugs
So I need time alone with em
I don't need ya
Pops you always told me keep my chin up
Pineapple Malibu rum and grenadine
My remedies
Knew that addiction was in my genes
I cannot let that shit get to me
Dropped all that shit on the day I wrote Bitter
Puffin on a cigarette
I ain't no quitter
But I fuck my girl until she gets the jitters
Lion of my pride my name is SMBA
Mufasa died and mom got high
Pathological lyin lil sister
That's the way fate had painted the picture

Oh
Over time it's adding up
The riptide has got so rough
I think I have had enough
Let's just unwind
I've grown so tired
Sacrifices you can buy them
You just pay for a day then they state
That the rest of its
I lost my pride I'm just one lion
Then how are you the one who's
Shhh
I tripped a fan to see
All of her fantasies
Tripping on acid
Not talking no tangerines
On my own Truman show
Camera just panned to me
Not let us talk about my fucked up family
Aye, look
But ain't that what the music's about
Loose from the mouth
Vent in the booth and then deuces I'm out like

Hey pops I've been thinking a lot
Life seems so meaningless try to believe in the lot
Of all these Higher beings
That I've never seen but
I guess they've been leading where my destiny is
Without even missing a beat
Balancing beams Without seeing
The catch is you can't feel your feet
The limelight is beaming
The crowd they all watch from their seats
But they can't hear me screamin
At 5:33 till my vocal cords screech burn
Fuck it man it hurts to breath
I'm seething my conscience is eating
It's constantly fiending
Regurgitates demons all lurking beneath
These beings compete in a frenzy of feeding
No gorging postmortem and torturing reaming
Panic struck I see them reaching
Their breaching the armor
Only to pull my heart out while it's beating
I'm beating them back
I am not going to sign no contract
Without reading its facts
One thing I learned while in this industry
Is that snakes don't always go unravel from trees
They ain't who they seem
You trusted who they made themeselves out to be
The pain is increasing
Slumped over dry heaving
I'll do anything just to yack
Last word I heard was relax but
Last thing I heard was relax
Scared if I fall asleep
I might just never come back

Another youngin who raps
Dodged a few bullets n
Paved his way out of the trap
Just to end up like his dad
Instead die a legend
Who lives on through his pen and his pad
Isn't it sad
Isn't it sad
Oh isn't it sad isn't it sad
A lit Cigarette
To help when you resent
You forget
You forget