I don’t like parties
Unless it’s Halloween
Dress up like someone else
Someone that isn’t me
Watch me digress
To a familiar place
If it works it works
So why risk changing up the pace
I’ve gotten so good
At letting myself down
That when things are well and I’m feeling fine
It kinda freaks me out
I know just what to say
Know just how much to give
If I come too clean will it fit the narrative

'Cause all I do lately is hang around
Make plans just to cancel them
And stay at the house
Chill in the basement
Watch old DVDs
Play Nintеndo 64 until my fingers bleed
And on the drive homе
I can’t help but think about
How I wouldn’t change a single thing
About the here and now
Pull up to the stoplight
And I watch time freeze
Hope I remember this when my hair’s gray
And my knees are weak