[Intro]

*sighs* Just hit it
Here we go
Yeah

[Verse 1]
There's too much to say
But I won't hesitate
I could feel the pain
Going through my brain
The feelings are insane
What can I do
To makes things better
Should I just stay in my room
Feeling confused
Laying in my bed with a sweater
Listening to music
While crying my eyes out
Feeling delusion
I can't refuse it
Let me just tell you now
I'm getting tired
For making people happy
I ain't no liar
Hurts like a spider
Everyone's lookin at me
I feel used
More like a tool
People always lookin sad so I gotta help I can't refuse
I'm a sensitive man
You don't think it hurts me too?
You don't understand
It's not smooth like sand
There's things that I have to lose
So just listen to me
Hear me out for once
Y'all need an apology
I need to say sorry
That I’ve been annoying you for months
This is from my point of view
All of these are opinions
But if you wants some facts
Just listen to my raps
And you'll feel as good as new
But just think about it
You could end someone's life
Lemme tell you about it so you do the things right
When the person texts you then you act all so nice
Conversation is going
The questions are flowing
But you're just bored out of your mind
So then you ignore them
You were their last hope
They think of a sin
Depression within
So then they grabs some rope
They stop texting you completely
Then you're wondering why
You go to their family
They start to mad at me
Realize they committed suicide
This is now your fault
You left them alone
People are in shock
Your heart just dropped
Cause you didn't hit up their phone
That's how I feel
Knowing I have lots of friends
Let's keep it real
Don't let it conceal
Make sure it doesn't happen again
I won't stay mad at you
All I need is some reasons
Why is it that I make it so easy for you to just leave again
I'm not that boring
Just give me a chance
I have interesting stories
Make you stupid like Dory
Funny like Spongebob Squarepants
You see what I mean?
I'm not boring so please
Imma make you believe
I ain't dirty just clean
Fuck it just leave me in peace
I don't need anyone
All I need is myself
The pain is slowly gone
I've been moving on
Fuck everybody else
This shit can just wait
I have the patience to do so
I have lots of faith
To make myself great
This time I'll try to go slow
Without the patience
Everything will be rushed
I don't need more attention
To have an explanation
My voice will make them kept hushed
Everything's fucked up
I never get invited no more
I see them having fun
I've been out of luck
I will never open the door
Just leave me alone
I don't care
You've been doing a good job
Fuck it I'm out of here