Dealer (AUS)
Melancholy Oxidase
[Intro: Aidan Holmes]
Let me dissipate, into violent distortion
The pacifying taste of blood and the sulfur
With pale knuckles, comes a skyline bruise
Stutter in these forms, of bleak and desperate hues
[Verse 1: Aidan Holmes]
Grit teeth, to display dissatisfaction
I felt your spirit shift, it showed me I am at fault
A failure by choice- I am what I manifest
Spinning lead
When will it disperse inside my head?
Force its course, to a state of reason
Force its course, in which I cease to be
[Post-Verse: Aidan Holmes]
Say if you met me now? What could you even say?
Rewind it and rearrange, chemical disarray
Yeah
[Breakdown: Aidan Holmes]
Click Click Click
Click Click
Click BOOM
[Verse 2: Travis Tabron & Aidan Holmes]
Say if I met you now?
What could you even say?
Selfless now selfish, with a different face
How's all this? Your "predetermined fate"
Let me dissipate, let me dissipate
I now know why we are like this
Fallen in love with our vices
I've forcefully dehisced the wound
To remind me what not to do
I cannot fall for this
I cannot fall for the vice
And I cannot fall for you
For you
[Post-Verse: Aidan Holmes]
Evade the feeling I was never good enough
But that's only changing the fact to fiction
Evade the feeling I was never good enough
But that's only lying by omission
[Bridge]
I met with death in a bathroom stall
Dripping with blood like kerosene doused the
Shattered lens of intoxication
Brought on by the bitter taste of you
[Outro: Aidan Holmes]
How could you ever love me? I'm still fucking nothing
How could you ever love me? I'm still fucking nothing