[Verse 1]
Consumed with doubt I don't know where to start
With this technicolor scar on the center of my heart
But I guess, I suppose I'll try and expose why I'm like this
Maybe come to terms with my vices
All I see haunts me
I'll put my head in that noose
Like I've got nothing to lose
So put your head in that noose
Cause I've got nothing to prove

[Breakdown]
False serenity in an SSRI
You wanna be the fucking hero
Then I guess I'm the bad guy
Then I guess I'm the fucking bad guy
No, no

[Verse 2]
Built to believe that redemption is free
With suicidal thoughts you said to me, it's hard getting clean
With a fucked heart, won't start
A thin paradox, not beating hard
With trust bleeding out all over the ground
And forgiveness not sight to be found
Here I am again with a bloody pen
Like a knife to fragile skin
You think you know, but you don't know shit
[Breakdown]
You think you know but you don't know
You think you know but you don't know shit

[Verse 3]
All it takes is the wrong time and place these days
I'm raising stakes now
Another piece of shit in Adidas NMDs look at me, no sympathy
A pseudo sigh of relief
At the thought that everything is gonna be
How it should fucking be
A pseudo sigh of relief
You think you got away with making me look so fucking guilty

[Outro]
And I've still got blood to bleed
You should have buried me