Dear Ex

[Intro: Riley Krantz]
See I usually keep it positive but, you know

[Verse 1: Riley Krantz]
Uh, dear ex can I have a minute?
Been a long time comin' since I felt your kisses
And I really truly miss it
I lost my star player feel dumb to have left you independent
Got so much sittin' on my mind
All these thoughts inside my brain I ain't really feeling fine
Feel like without you in my life there's no point to get on my grind
And I know you think I'm lyin' but thanks for giving me time
And talkin' years you gave me two
But even then I needed two chances to prove that i'm for you
Now I'm on my third strike 'cause I'm stupid and that's the truth
And I'm sorry I was so selfish, so focused on makin' moves
Now I'm left with nobody to share success with
Nobody to rest in bed with, not even one to have sex with
And I'm never moving on, you're the only one I'm obsessed with
I still believe we have a future that's brighter than the necklace
That I bought when you turned sixteen, which is sittin' on my wall
Next to all of the pictures that we had took when we first was starting to fall
And I watched as out engine stalled, now I'm beggin' you just to call
Baby, please pick up the phone

*phone rings*
Come on, pick up the phone
"the number you have dialed, has been changed"

[Chorus: Riley Krantz]
The love we had girl it won't die
I'm way too tired so I don't cry
Inflict the pain upon my own mind
I let you go and watch my soul fly
Wish I was happy but I don't try (Don't try)
I'd rather picture it through your eyes (Your eyes)
Yeah, inflict the pain upon my own mind
I let you go and watch my soul fly

[Verse 2: Riley Krantz]
And I still got way more to say
It's hard to cope with these thoughts, it makes me wanna die today
My heart's crushed like a pack of Lay's
And it's truly all my fault, I've self inflicted this pain
Now all I got on my brain is the good times
The look you had in your eyes
When you first told me you loved me while gettin' into our rides
The first time I saw you cry, the first time that I spent the night
Look at how far we've come, without you I'm not alright
Uh, this hurts so bad I feel I'm barely breathin', so I can only imagine the way you feel
With all of the tears you spilled
I hope I can just relieve it
And I really truly love you I hope you can just believe
It's like I turned your heart blind so I know that it's hard to see it
And the man I wanted to be may never get the chance to be it
Never meant any harm, I just wish you were on my arm
So I could kiss your forehead and grip your hand with my palm
I always dream I have you back then I'm crushed by every alarm
But with the pain, imma take it and write you beautiful songs

[Chorus: Riley Krantz]
The love we had girl it won't die
I'm way too tired so I don't cry
Inflict the pain upon my own mind
I let you go and watch my soul fly
Wish I was happy but I don't try (Don't try)
I'd rather picture it through your eyes (Your eyes)
Yeah, inflict the pain upon my own mind
I let you go and watch my soul fly