[Verse]
I just sit my ass on the floor
Strange creatures with their ears to my door
Would you look at all my hair on the floor?
And if I'm not scared, I need more
Life's hard like a tough mudder course
And lately, my bones grow sore
And I could hear my sons through the chords
And if I had a choice, I would abort them, uh
'Cause I don't do this music shit for them
These concepts of theirs so foreign to me now
Fuck it though, I just try to ignore them, yeah
'Cause up inside my head they not important anymore, uh, uh
She say I'm not like I was before, uh, uh
But I'm just not dumb anymore, hmm
So I'm just not nice anymore, huh
And no, I'm not taking anymore, huh
Black blood in my broken heart, hmm
Saw dust in my swollen pores, uh
No life in my pickled corpse
And I'm asleep in the shit, water trench in the ground under the city
Pieces of my body float free from me, leave from me
In like twenty something years, they'll find teeth from me
Hopefully the right now mean something
And you don't scare me, you bitch
I am used to this, try a different trick
You have watched me grow and I have grown so much
But I have grown so cold, yet I welcome it, yeah