[Intro]
(branwen)

[Verse 1]
Lay me down, I can take the pain
Beds of nails, honestly I wait
Turn me on, abuse me while I say
"Baby, I love you, I would never stray"
And when hope is gone, will will lead the way
I've been fucked over and I pray
You don't take advantage of my state
When I'm gone, I'll protect you from the grave
Weekends I would spend stuck on you, I regret
Still, I'd save you for the death of me, I feel you in my chest
I'd give you my breath and I would carry you on my back
But I settle for the worst fate yet
Alright, no matter my path, I swear I'm alright
Right over my head, she's burning all ties
Thank me when I'm dead, when I expire

[Chorus]
Watch her mutilate my open eyes
She eviscerates the last of us
And our human brains could not comprehend the reasoning
But I await her reckoning
Request the help and I'll spit in your face
This does not feel how it's supposed to feel
I feel lonely right now, good time to break the seal
So I drink till I'm big numb
It's the only time I could say something with confidence
After that call, I can't help but wonder how the morning went
Don't say sorry 'cause I know you'd cave and do it again
I'd rather be alone than to make amends at this crossroads
[Verse 2]
Check the time, I'm sorry that I'm not sober though
I put big bucks in this bottle so I'ma put that down my throat
I'm tryna dodge this ash that's falling, I can't let it hit my clothes
I'm not tryna fuck, I'm just tryna get lit then go home
Yeah, I felt I left planet Earth
I need to think with my feelings first
Part the crowd up 'cause I walk through turnt
Take me on my word, I cannot be burnt out right now
'Cause I do not care if you were feeling me right now
I'm in that zone, you don't glue to me right now
I'm thinking about the shit they put me through before right now
Let me be the proof that they don't choose for me right now

[Chorus]
Watch her mutilate my open eyes
She eviscerates the last of us
And our human brains could not comprehend the reasoning
But I await her reckoning
Request the help and I'll spit in your face
This does not feel how it's supposed to feel
I feel lonely right now, good time to break the seal
So I drink till I'm big numb
It's the only time I could say something with confidence
After that call, I can't help but wonder how the morning went
Don't say sorry 'cause I know you'd cave and do it again
I'd rather be alone than to make amends at this crossroads