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[Chorus]
Winds colder when you're higher up
Tired, my brain is so tired
12 AM, I feel the bridge on my feet
I wonder what would happen if I landed underneath (JabariOnTheBeat)
But I'm alive right now and I'm breathin'
I was at my limit that night, I could feel it
And that was years ago
But it's so clear right now
Who knows where I would be without this [?] in my mouth?

[Verse 1]
I would trade it all to be happy
The last account showed me that I can't be
And these drugs eliminate stress
I'm a piece of shit, I know, and I'll say it with my chest
The matter in my head releasе
And I'm pretty close, but it don't work for me
In a vеgetative state
Where I deserve to be
The strength to keep on living
Make me Hercules but I digress

[Verse 2]
This is not where I'm supposed to be
It'll be harder when these Xans hurt me
Sleep now 'cause everything's better
We're workin' out
Listen to my words, I know you hurtin' now
You just had a gun, I hope you fuck it up
I know it's not for me yet
And I would kill to get even
Lately, I do not sleep in
What's the point in tryna play dead
If I can't see your face in the bed?
[Chorus]
Winds colder when you're higher up
Tired, my brain is so tired
12 AM, I feel the bridge on my feet
I wonder what would happen if I landed underneath
But I'm alive right now and I'm breathin'
I was at my limit that night, I could feel it
And that was years ago
But it's so clear right now
Who knows where I would be without this [?] in my mouth?